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[31 Jul 2006|06:28pm] |
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This is officially my last lourdes_is entry.
good-bye.
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| Another edition of: Thoughts in Lourdes' head. |
[29 Jul 2006|08:48pm] |
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i really don't think that sheep go to heaven and goats go to hell.
I think sheep go to heaven and goats also go to heaven.
As a kid, I thought that mice hid in wedges of swiss cheese because that's what I saw on cartoons.
I grew up and found that to be a lie.
I wanted to grow up to hang out with Mighty Mouse.
I grew up to be an adult who is afraid of rodents.
I have nothing more to write.
Perhaps I will write later.
Of course I will.
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[28 Jul 2006|12:47am] |
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i was heading to bed when i decided to check lj.
now it's bugging me that i have 28 friends and 31 friends of.
they don't match.
i don't like that.
if they both ended in even numbers, I could live with that.
but right now one is even and the other is odd. i prefer even, but the world isn't perfect.
i've asked the people that i haven't added to drop me, but they haven't.
this is an open invitation. if you rather not be on my list, drop me. help me out.
we can do this if we work together.
i bet you wish you had the last 2 minutes of your life back.
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[27 Jul 2006|06:04pm] |
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So.. this morning I ranted about how Jeanne didn't bring the baby when she said she would and I didn't want to answer the door when she finally decided to come...
well... I never answered the door. Instead, I waited until she drove off then I walked to Jessica's work and picked up the car. The rest of the day was filled with running errands and farting around. When I got home after picking Jessica up from work, I checked vonage and found that she called like 9 times, leaving only 2 messages. The latest call came in at 11:30. Amazing. I finally called her back and told her how upset I was that she didn't come when she said she would. She said that she couldn't hear me and to write her an email instead. I did. She hasn't written back.
Tonight:
Nice, calm, quiet, and Jessica.
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[27 Jul 2006|07:41am] |
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Why did I get up at 6:45 am?
Because Jeanne started a new roofing project in Sebago Lake and needed me to take the baby at 7am. I'm tired, sleepy, and just in a really FUCK YOU mood- all brought on and made even more severe when I realized that it is 7:37am and she is still not here. wtf.
Yesterday I told her that I got an interview somewhere. She was surprised to hear that I was even looking. That was totally the arrangement when I agreed to watch Juniper. I told her it was for an employment specialist for mentally retarded adults. She said, "you would give up working with Juniper to go work with retards?" ugh. I basically told her that it's about money. I need to be bringing in a bit over 400 a week to actually be able to afford shit and save money. I told her this in not the same words. She didn't say much except, "Well, if you find something, give me head notice."
not cool.
fuck.
you.
in.
the.
ass.
without.
lube.
EDIT: it's 8am. nothing. no baby. no call. fuck this shit. money or no money, I'm telling her shit today. Yes, we need the cash to pay rent, but I'd rather whore myself to a donkey before I put up anymore with her inconsiderate shit. FUCK.
LATER EDIT: 8:55 am. She rings the door bell. buzzzzzzz buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I don't answer the door. When she did this before, i would ignore it and let her wait a couple hours until I was ready to take the baby. Not today. Today I turned off the phone, and I'm ignoring the door. I'm gonna do resumes and get my ass a job before the end of next week. I bend over backwards to take care of her kid. I love the kid, but fuck. I'm done. call me a bitch, I don't care. Maybe they will lose the roofing project for bringing a baby to the site. Maybe they won't want me to take care of the baby anymore. Either way, they did this, not me.
We need to borrow money. Maybe I'll call my sister.
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[26 Jul 2006|02:06pm] |
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i have a headache.
there is a kickball game tonight.
I'm so glad that the baby is laying on our futon just looking around and grabbing her legs.
no crying or anything.
aww shit. nevermind.
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[25 Jul 2006|06:16pm] |
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I
WANT
THIS
BONG
(not that i'm lucky enough to have anything to put in it.)
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[25 Jul 2006|05:56pm] |
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Sounds about right- except for the superficial make-up and shoes thing. This is only if I was a lesbian... I'm a jessexual
What kind of lesbian are you? OR What kind of lesbianism do you portray?
You are FEMME. You are quite girly and like to show it. You fit right in with the straight crowd and no one is the wiser. Your makeup and shoes are irreplacable. The highest job markets with femme lesbians are fashion models and social workers.
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[25 Jul 2006|04:08pm] |
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i want to cook a summer mexican dinner.
shrimp cocktail veracruzana
leche quemada fudge
margaritas
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[12 Jul 2006|11:09pm] |
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Fourth Time Around-Bob DylanSoundtrack-Vanilla Sky |
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God.. Bob Dylan music is so fucken romantic. It's so sexual and innocent.
His voice is a river of dancing words.
(special thank you, Anita)
now, if only i had a bit of weed...
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[12 Jul 2006|10:46pm] |
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All The Small Thin-Blink 182 |
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jessica is so cute when she is playing kickball.
she looks so innocent... and then POW..
the power comes out...
and as soon as it's out there...
she goes back to looking innocent.
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[12 Jul 2006|04:00pm] |
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am i the only one that finds this little figure gross?
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[12 Jul 2006|11:47am] |
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MAN... I just had the most orgasmic salad ever!
Mixed spring greens
Cherry Tomatoes
Red onion slices
chicken breast pieces
blue cheese
whole grain croutons
and
light sesame seed and ginger dressing.
i am full
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[12 Jul 2006|10:28am] |
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ugh. I'm soooo not into baby today.
go home baby!
(and this is the mood that keeps me from anymore teaching)
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[11 Jul 2006|10:33pm] |
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What the fucken fuck... seriously.
We are watching a show called "dirty jobs" (a guy goes around performing dirty jobs.. like sewer cleaning). In this episode, he is working as a firefighter.
Jessica turns to me and says, "Did you know that I went to firefighting academy?"
My jaw drops. I've been with this chick for 4 years and NOW she tells me she was trained as a marine firefigher?!!?!?!?!
wtf
She did so much shit! I'm really shocked that as we were watching the shuttle launch, she didn't say, "hey, so about 7 years ago, I was stationed on mars."
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[10 Jul 2006|10:51am] |
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Don't you hate it when you buy a seedless watermelon only to cut into it and find that it's full of seeds?
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[09 Jul 2006|12:39pm] |
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Things I learned from Garage Sale in Portland Maine...
1. The rich areas don't have garage sales.
2. The poor areas have garage sales.
Most importantly...
3. Don't go to a garage sale that takes place at a crack house.
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| World Cup and more.... |
[09 Jul 2006|11:29am] |
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I'm watching a replay of the France vs Portugal semifinal world cup soccer game. Yesterday I watched the 3rd place game between Germany and Portugal. Germany won- which I am really happy about because I really think that half my heart is mexican and the other half is german. So whoever wins the world cup (france vs italy) today, at least Germany came in third.
I do have one complaint though: Portugal should dismantle. I have never seen a more foul causing team! God, it's like every five minutes that they cause a foul. And during the game against the germans, they kept claiming that they were fouled when in fact they were causing them. Ugh, they are cheats and annoying.
This is the more part.....
EHarmony... when they first ran their commercials, they showed really cute couples talking about how happy they are. I just saw the latest commercial and was kinda creeped out at the men. They looked like soon-to-be-serial killers. Just sayin.
And now, off to do some serious garage sale shopping.
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[09 Jul 2006|10:24am] |
i'm going kayaking!
Terry, Jessica and I went looking for Kayaks yesterday.
I AM SO FUCKEN EXCITED!
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